It has been awhile since my last post, but I need to keep up more often with this blog.
To start off this posting, I wanted to go back to first of the year. We all make resolutions and expect to keep them. One of them I made was to become closer to God and do everything he asked me to do. Well, that didn’t work out so well. Instead of drawing closer to Him, I withdrew myself from society. I left my life group hanging without me and miss their friendship. Community within the church is so important, get in a life group, it will help you with your walk.
The enemy knows how to get us down, he will use the very thing you want to change to get to away from it. He wants us to fail and to live for the world and not God. But, I refuse to accept that! We had a great service yesterday at James River Church. It was all about Jesus praying in the Garden before he would be beat and die for our sins. One of the things that hit me the hardest was Pastor John talking about how prayer helps us fight the enemy.
I will admit this, I have not been where I should be with God over the last few months. Am I Christian, absolutely…but we all have those times where we get in a rut, and instead of me relying on God, I tried to do things myself. Needless to say, it didn’t work!
God took me from the gay lifestyle for a reason, not to slip back into it, but to reach those that struggle with the same things. I choose His calling, not mine, not Satan’s plan.
I CHOOSE GOD, I WILL CHASE HIM, NOT THIS WORLD